it's somewhere over the rainbow.. ♥

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Wednesday, January 15, 2014, 2:25 AM Tsunami i actually had a weird dream 3 nights ago. i was in the beach with my family then we suddenly felt like a tsunami was coming. we hurriedly ran to the elevated parts of that place we were in and due to the massive panic happening, i lost track of my mama, papa and bro. i was only able to see them climbing up the stairs amidst the sea of people who was also rushing their way up to the stairs to save themselves. and then a scene happened. somebody murdered someone in the crowd but i do not get why. after that, me and my family survived the tsunami and as far as i can remember, only my mom, dad and bro got reunited. i was looking at them from afar and i do not understand why i did not come up to them. i just looked at them.. just this morning, i received a news that papa will probably not be here for graduation. upon hearing the news, i really felt like crying and i did not know how to react. i uttered words out of dismay and out of being desperate and in denial of the thought. i just cannot accept the fact that the person who is the reason behind all the efforts i am putting in all through this and my ambitions of having medals in graduation will not be here during that day. i actually will not mind not having a feast for that occasion or any material gift.. his presence would be the best gift ever and i also would not mind starving for the next months. but i think mama has a point.. i was being selfish. i forgot that i have a younger brother who needs things. a mother. i just thought of the sacrifices i can do and did not mind that they will not be able to give up the things i am willing to give up just to make papa go home. that's when i realized the meaning of that tsunami in my dream. it was a premonition of a huge wave that was about to hit my life -- the pain of the possibility of not having papa with us during one of the most important days of my life. screw being poor. if i was just rich, if we were all rich, families of OFWs will never have to suffer like this. people think we earn a lot but in reality, we only earn enough for us to get by the day to day combat of life. if only the Philippine government system was just good enough in giving good jobs to everyone, no daughter will feel the way i feel right now. i know i am not the only one with a situation like this. with a plight like this, i know there are also other daughters who are in despair since one or both of their parents can not make it with them on their special days. i promise i will get rich someday. Monday, December 26, 2011, 6:23 PM HEY THERE. hey! i just felt like blogging that's why i'm here :)) hahaha. must have been because of the gloomy weather. Christmas here in Davao has been very gloomy. ngayon naman, the 26th, anniversary nila mama and papa, whole day rin makulimlim. sayang, if it weren't for the weather, we'd probably be out right now to celebrate their anniversary. every year kaming lumalabas on the 26th to celebrate eh. but this year, ang lamig kas sa labas kaya naman the people here at home dozed off to sleep. as usual, i never got to keep my promise of constantly updating my blog even though i have a lot of thoughts in mind. ang tamad ko lang talaga. hahahaha :)))) ang pangit lang ng araw na to. since kahapon pa ako sinisipon and i suffered a bad headache the moment i woke up. blah. and today, i've been looking forward for the weekly caroling of out Church para may magawa but then moments ago, our Sir texted me and said na hindi raw tuloy ang caroling kasi di pa tumitila ang ulan. OHWOW. a night of boredom. wala na ngang nagawa all-day, wala ring fun na gagawin tonight. i'll just make love to my bed na lang ._. Thursday, November 10, 2011, 7:26 PM promise. i've made this promise for countless times already.. and now here i am making this promise AGAIN. from now on, November 10,2011, i'll blog about significant events in my life since i'm sooo lazy to make a scrapbook page about it. i'll blog about it since blogging's easier to do and it costs less. LOL. SO HELP ME GOD. *sana matupad ko na to please. i realized that i've missed lot of events in my life na hindi ko na-i-document. :\|* SAYANG. Saturday, October 15, 2011, 11:15 PM my FIRST EVER MOVIE the teaser: for the past days, we have been busy producing a movie since we were tasked to present the Seven Sacraments of the Church in a CREATIVE way. me and my friend JODIE, seems to have our thoughts intertwined and shouted "A MOVIE!" and voila! the ideas came flashing in. i formulated the plot of the story while she formulated the manner of how we're gonna do it.. so basically, we both w rote the story. the story actually goes like this... (C) Directed by: Camille Campos and Jodie Adao "on the 14th day of October 1988, two babies, Ainne an d Nikko, were born in separate families but were destined to take part in each other's life. *Baptism* a few months later, the parents decided to have their babies baptized. a conflict rose when Ainne's mom forgot about the supposed to be baptismal day of her baby and went to the Church when in fact Nikko's baptismal was scheduled that day. they met in the church and when Nikka, Nikko's mom, noticed that Ainne's parents were already set, they've agreed to go on with the baptism and included Ainne to baptized on the same day. so basically, they have the same birthday and baptismal day. when the parents had a chitchat after the ceremony and knew about the babies' birthdays, they immediately thought that the babies were destined for each other, that their starts were aligned. ♥ the babies lived separate lives, went to school, made new friends and acted as normal kids like how they were supposed to be. their paths crossed again when one afternoon, both of them were coincidentally playing at the same playground. Nikko, who had a sickly nature, had to wear a mask to avoid unnecessary asthma attacks. because of this, the other kids in the playground picked on him. Ainne, on the other hand, was a compassionate girl and couldn't stand watching other people bully anyone. Kind as she was, she shooed the bullies away and befriended Nikko. without them knowing, this was actually the second time they met. the 1st one was when they were still babies. after the said incident, the two of them became close friends and eventually got *Confirmed* as the years passed. Because of the long years of being together, Ainne and Nikko eventually became best friends. They went to the same high school and since Nikko's family was religious, he got inclined in Church work particularly in being an altar boy. Ainne, as a supportive bestfriend, always attend the mass whenever Nikko gets the chance to serve. Without Nikko knowing, his bestfriend Ainne is already secretly falling in love with him. Nikko feels the same way but has this stronger calling that makes him hide the feelings he has for Ainne. One sunday, after listening to the Holy Eucharist , Nikko brought Ainne to his secret haven. to the place where he meditates; the place where he calms his soul. Ainne, having been delighted with how Nikko praised the place and how he stated that the place was very special to his heart, assumed that this would finally be the day wherein Nikko will confess his feelings for her. Nikko then tells Ainne that he's going to enter the seminary -- that he wants to become a priest. because of disappointment, Ainne walks away and never shows up to Nikko again. Nikko then pursues his plans of entering the seminary and after several years, he got *Ordained* under Bishop Greggy. On the other side of the ranch, even though Ainne was depressed because she lost the man she loves, she went and lived her normal life. things were going well until one day, her mother got very ill. her sick mother then asks Ainne to get her a priest and have her *Anointed* because she feels that her life won't last any longer. as Ainne went to the Church, she couldn't find any priest available aside from one priest. even though that priest's identity was unknown to her, she sends in their home address and let's the priest come over their house. to her surprise, the priest who responded was the man she loves who's now a priest, Nikko. their feelings for each other hadn't faded over the years and Ainne still felt that pain in her heart, the day Nikko told her that he want to become a priest. Nikko, being a professional, set those feelings aside and did his duty as a priest. he anointed Ainne's mom and after a few minutes, Ainne's mother passed away. Ainne got really depressed because of her mom's death and because she couldn't believe the fact that the man she's been waiting for all these years pursued going into the seminary and become a priest. To lessen the stress she was feeling, she went on a vacation. At the resort wherein she was spending her time, trying to forget all the hurt that happened in her life, she met Angelo, a happy-go-lucky guy who knows nothing but to chill with his friends and just drink. because of a game, Angelo dared to approach the depressed Ainne and fails his first attempt of getting to know her. Since Angelo was persistent in befriending Ainne, they eventually got along together and Ainne temporarily forgot all the burdens she was carrying. she saw something in Angelo that made all those bad memories fade away. after the incident in the resort and a few more dates, Angelo and Ainne became lovers. just like any lovers, they went strolling in the mall. everything was already going too well when suddenly Angelo and Ainne happened to bump at Ainne's first love -- Nikko. Ainne and Nikko got so delighted and both of them couldn't hide the happiness they were feeling at the moment of seeing each other again after all those years. they had a small talk and some catching up with each other's lives and it's evident in their stares that they were still in love. Angelo, being uncomfortable at the sight of these two ex-lovers laughing like there's no tomorrow, pulled Ainne and left Nikko. because of that incident, Nikko became confused on whether he should leave priesthood and fight for the love he has for Ainne or if he should stay as a priest. to clear his mind, he underwent the *Sacrament of Confession* and asked for advices from Bishop Greggy. even though he went for confession, his mind didn't get cleared out and his soul was still confused on what he should do. will he fight for his love or will he devote himself to the Lord? Days passed and yet Angelo couldn't still get over of what happened in the mall. His relationship with Ainne got so shaky because of the unexpected reunion of the two ex-lovers. Because of Angelo's treatment, Ainne seeks refuge and found herself coming back to her first love, Nikko. Nikko then consoles the sad Ainne. ---Ainne then receives a proposal to get married will her shaky relationship with Angelo get calmed or will Nikko go out of priesthood to be with the woman he loves and marry her? --- the day finally comes and Ainne finally marries the man she truly loves. in the story, she weds Angelo with Nikko as the presiding priest of her marriage. and then the story ends with the *Sacrament of Matrimony* . ** the movie shows us that GOD should be the center of our lives. we should not exchange him for anything and we should heed his calling no matter what. in the end, he will not leave us with nothing. he'll provide us with someone/something that'll make us happy without having to go against the rules of life and morality. even though everything already seems to be fated or "meant to be" , none of these are assurances of what would possibly happen in our life. people come and go.. it's just a matter of how deep their impact have set in our hearts. we should be open to possibilities because it is during the most unexpected circumstances wherein we find the ones destined to be a part of our lives forever. ~end ♫ written by yours truly. :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ so yeah. this was for our RS300 Project. the story just actually came in my mind and the ideas were sooooo random. :)) maybe it's a product of my hobby = watching TV shows and reading books.. but this story was mine.. i'm proud to say that :) here's what our teacher said about our movie: REPOST from our FB group: " MA'AM FRANCISCO says.. CONGRATULATIONS MGA TAGA 2B!!!! GRABEEH NU GRUPO BUH!!! ONE FOR ALL JUD UG ALL FOR ONE!!!YOU JUST SOOOO DESERVED IT!!! GOODLUCK TO ALL OF YOU! " --------------- because i acted as the Writer, Cinematographer, Video Editor, Photographer and DIRECTOR (in short, i was sort of in-charge of almost everything) i also made a speech thanking my classmates. i was just soooo emotional at that time so please just bear with me. i say.. " THANKS 2B!!!! (mgspeech ko gamay ha, waits.) THANK YOU 2B!!!! all of our efforts paid off. thanks sa tanan nag'cooperate! sa tanan nag'ACT, naga-facilitate sa shooting ug naga-pa'tino sa tanan nga si KARLA RABARA di na ma-tag, nigasto ug pamasahe, nagpahiram ug damit and gamit, nagpa'borrow ug laptops esp. Shainna Shevanna Suello , Halog, Karla, Karen ; sa mga na'stress ug apil, THANK YOUUUUUUUUUU BERI MATS ♥ wala tay gahot nga movie kung dili ta gahot tanan, right? :) KUDOS TO EVERYONE!!! sa mga awesome na bida, Ainne Lam , Nikko Nabor , Angelo Carlo Gamueta , wala jud ko nagmahay nga kamo ang napili namo nga bida. you guys were awesome! \m/ kay maam Teray Francisco , hehehehe. thanks ma'am nga na'appreciate nimo ang amuang gbuhat ;) ka-million times jud ko mgthank you :) ug sa akong mga kasangga sa madugong puyatan, sa aking co-editor Hillary Wayne Sastre thanks bai ♥ thanks kaayo sa tabang bai!!!!!! :3 and sa akong kasabay matulog ug 6:30AM tapos mumata'g 8AM para muskwila, kausap ko in the middle of dawn pra mag-vent out ug hinaing kay nagfail akong edit, sa ka-hilakanay nako Dee Adao , my kasangga and fellow director, fistbump CONGRATULATIONS DUDE ♥ hehehehe :)))))) the best ka!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ promise!! [senxa lang kung dili perfect ang video. naa koy chika, mali ata ang na'play nako nga file ganina. mao to naay black na dugay.... hehehehe :DD sorry :D] I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS EXPERIENCE, the FIRRST ever movie na na'buhat nako :D dili jud diay sha lalim. wa ko nagtuo ato ka'stressful. wala pd ko ng.expect ato ka-FULFILLING makita imong work sa widescreen. kashiftun =))) char lang! SALAMAT 2B! di sad ko kalimot sa bonding nato during the shoot. lol man to ui. :))))) THANKS YEW!!!! thanks sad sa pagbasa aning taas na drama. lol. i just have to say these. :D --camel :3 " ---- ohyes. since i was REALLY OVERJOYED, when our teacher announced that we'll be exempted from our Final Exams because of this EXCEPTIONAL WORK, i wasn't able to control my tears and i just cried while hugging my co-director. the moment was just so surreal. it went like this.. our teacher announced the good news after watching the film and then i just saw everyone jumping and screaming.. because i was incharge (again) of the laptop and the technical shizz, i wasn't able to hear the announcement and i was like, "WHUUUT?" i was motionless and i just stared at my co-director JODIE who was saying "Camel! Camel! hello? exempted ta!! ngano di ka naga-react?" when i saw her teary-eyed, it was just at that moment when everything sunk in. i jumped and hugged her while crying. HAHAHA! (di ako madaling paiyakin but hey! it's my moment! i deserve to cry tears of joy! ü) so yeah, i was on GOOD VIBES all the way and i can't believe that i've done all of those things in a short period of time of 9days. technically, the movie was just 9 days in the making! WOOOOW :)))) di ako makapaniwala kung paano namin na-shoot lahat ng scenes in various locations within that time frame.. it just goes to show that when you love what you're doing, EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENS LIKE MAGIC ♥ Labels: BMLS2B, choices, MINE, MY MOVIE, RS Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 6:08 PM summer boredom. yes, school`s overr. i finally graduated high school and will soon be going to college. but before such thing to happen, i`ll have to go through one of the most boring periods in my life -- summer. well, not really plain boring. it somehow gets exciting whenever we leave and go out of town or whenever there`s a chapel event that`ll keep me busy. but since summer`s just getting started and some schools didn`t have their graduation ceremonies yet, i`ll just have to wait until something exciting comes my way. my everyday routine is now getting me sick. sick in a way that i don`t really find anything exciting anymore. my day plainly goes this way :: ~ starts @ 11am. the time i wake up :D ~ eats BRUNCH. ~ takes a bath. ~ watches TV for a while. ~ then goes online for countless hours. ~ gets bored then eats dinner. ~ washes the plates. ~ goes online again. ~ then sleeps @ 1 or 2am. SOOOO, that`a how my day basically goes. swerte2 nlng kung may lakad. idagdag mo pa ang ROTATING BROWNOUT na tlaga namang isang napakalaking suliranin sa mga Pinoy ngayon lalo pa`t SUMMER na SUMMER at hinahagupit tayo ng EL NINO. ugh! i`m just waiting for the Rondalla training to start para naman may makapag-abalahan ako kahit papaano. hahaiii. help me deal with this and give me something FUN to do! I`M OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS :)) just last night, nakahanap ako ng isa pang gagawin.. Camille is now re-reading MAGIC KINGHTS RAYEARTH II SERIES. because i ran out of things to do. haha! soo far, it`s been good and it keeps Mr. & Mrs. Boredom away for a while.. hahaha. maybe because i really fell in love with the manga and anime series that`s why it`s hard to get bored whenever i`m doing anything that involves it. hahaha. after i finish re-reading all the Manga books i have, i`ll probably re-read the TWILIGHT SERIES again since ECLIPSE will be showing SOON which is on June 2010. for now, I WILL RELIVE MY CEPHIRO && LANTIS ADDICTION ♥ :)) Labels: summer Friday, February 5, 2010, 12:14 AM my heart will stay with Service :) unfortunately, our section didn't win in the Eliminations and we even got the 4th rank which is the lowest. i feel sooooo bad about it but i don't really feel burdened or i don't have any grudge with the section who won (Aila, their composer's even 1 of my closest friends) but i just can't believe that we got the last spot. cguro nga, masyadong ng.expect ung iba kong classmates kaya maxado nilang dinamdam. some of them even cried after the presentation. kasi kami, we know in ourselves na we don't deserve the 4th place. we deserve something better than that because we know that our performance was a blast, di naman sa pagmamayabang pero that's how we feel. (i think) before the contest, we celebrated the educator's day and i was totally blown away by the Lyrical hiphop performance of CHLOE BONGALO IRENE CURT. grabe ang gagaling nila!!!! esp. ung ky Irene and Curt, full of emotions parang lovers tlaga. hahaha :)) then sa hapon, we suprised ma'am sheng. ang setup, ng.away KUNO si Claire and Mariz and i was shocked nang bonggang bongga kay si Mariz nihilak jd ug tinuod na luha!! waaa best actress! hapit ngud ko nituo. galing kaau mura na'g tinuod!! tpos acting lng diay. haha! IDOL! then ng.shout mi'g happy teacher's day, picture2 and ng.RETREAT PART IV napud mi. ng.give ng Emo messages si Ma'am Sheng sa lahat ng Service students and ang naalala ko is that ang sabi nya sa akin is something like this.. " Camille.. a very good student. wag kang padadala sa pressure na ibinibigay sayo ng surroundings mo. i know u can do more. just believe in urself," awwwwwwwwwww. idk bkit di ko maxadong natandaan,. nghilak naman gd si Keshia sa akong kilid bah. samok kaau wa ko ka.concentrate. dahil sa araw na ito, may na.realize ako. AYOKO PANG GUMRADUATE DAHIL AYAW KONG IWAN ANG MGA TAONG ITO. they made my stay @ SMAD worthwhile and i will surely never forget all the bonds that we've shared. i'll keep it in my heart even though we'll soon be parting ways. kahit na hindi nanalo grad song namin, it's still the best coz it's now inscripted in my heart and it will always be the song of Service :) let's all be happy nalang. congrats!! :) but we still love CURTAIN CALL :) ang kanta ng puso naming lahat :) " the curtains closed, the scene ended, and we became legends." ~~~ a proud SERVICE student. 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