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Wednesday, January 15, 2014, 2:25 AM
just this morning, i received a news that papa will probably not be here for graduation. upon hearing the news, i really felt like crying and i did not know how to react. i uttered words out of dismay and out of being desperate and in denial of the thought. i just cannot accept the fact that the person who is the reason behind all the efforts i am putting in all through this and my ambitions of having medals in graduation will not be here during that day. i actually will not mind not having a feast for that occasion or any material gift.. his presence would be the best gift ever and i also would not mind starving for the next months. but i think mama has a point.. i was being selfish. i forgot that i have a younger brother who needs things. a mother. i just thought of the sacrifices i can do and did not mind that they will not be able to give up the things i am willing to give up just to make papa go home.
that's when i realized the meaning of that tsunami in my dream.
it was a premonition of a huge wave that was about to hit my life -- the pain of the possibility of not having papa with us during one of the most important days of my life.
screw being poor. if i was just rich, if we were all rich, families of OFWs will never have to suffer like this. people think we earn a lot but in reality, we only earn enough for us to get by the day to day combat of life. if only the Philippine government system was just good enough in giving good jobs to everyone, no daughter will feel the way i feel right now. i know i am not the only one with a situation like this.
with a plight like this, i know there are also other daughters who are in despair since one or both of their parents can not make it with them on their special days.
i promise i will get rich someday.
Monday, December 26, 2011, 6:23 PM
i just felt like blogging that's why i'm here :))
hahaha. must have been because of the gloomy weather.
Christmas here in Davao has been very gloomy.
ngayon naman, the 26th, anniversary nila mama and papa,
whole day rin makulimlim.
sayang, if it weren't for the weather, we'd probably be out right now
to celebrate their anniversary. every year kaming lumalabas on
the 26th to celebrate eh. but this year, ang lamig kas sa labas
kaya naman the people here at home dozed off to sleep.
as usual, i never got to keep my promise of constantly updating
my blog even though i have a lot of thoughts in mind.
ang tamad ko lang talaga.
ang pangit lang ng araw na to. since kahapon pa ako sinisipon
and i suffered a bad headache the moment i woke up.
and today, i've been looking forward for the weekly caroling of out Church
para may magawa but then moments ago, our Sir texted me and said
na hindi raw tuloy ang caroling kasi di pa tumitila ang ulan.
a night of boredom.
wala na ngang nagawa all-day, wala ring fun na gagawin tonight.
i'll just make love to my bed na lang ._.
Thursday, November 10, 2011, 7:26 PM
and now here i am making this promise AGAIN.
from now on, November 10,2011, i'll blog about
significant events in my life since i'm sooo lazy to make
a scrapbook page about it.
i'll blog about it since blogging's easier to do and it costs
SO HELP ME GOD.
**sana matupad ko na to please. i realized that i've missed
lot of events in my life na hindi ko na-i-document. :|
Saturday, October 15, 2011, 11:15 PM
my FIRST EVER MOVIE
for the past days, we have been busy producing a movie since we were tasked to present the Seven Sacraments of the Church in a CREATIVE way.
me and my friend JODIE, seems to have our thoughts intertwined and shouted "A MOVIE!" and voila! the ideas came flashing in.
i formulated the plot of the story while she formulated
the manner of how we're gonna do it.. so basically, we both w
rote the story.
the story actually goes like this...
** the movie shows us that GOD should be the center of our lives. we should not exchange him for anything and we should heed his calling no matter what. in the end, he will not leave us with nothing. he'll provide us with someone/something that'll make us happy without having to go against the rules of life and morality.
even though everything already seems to be fated or "meant to be" , none of these are assurances of what would possibly happen in our life.
people come and go.. it's just a matter of how deep their impact have set in our hearts.
we should be open to possibilities because it is during the most unexpected circumstances wherein we find the ones destined to be a part of our lives forever.
written by yours truly. :)
so yeah. this was for our RS300 Project. the story just actually came in my mind and the ideas were sooooo random. :))
maybe it's a product of my hobby = watching TV shows and reading books..
but this story was mine.. i'm proud to say that :)
here's what our teacher said about our movie:
*REPOST* from our FB group:
" MA'AM FRANCISCO says..
CONGRATULATIONS MGA TAGA 2B!!!! GRABEEH NU GRUPO BUH!!! ONE FOR ALL JUD UG ALL FOR ONE!!!YOU JUST SOOOO DESERVED IT!!! GOODLUCK TO ALL OF YOU! "
because i acted as the Writer, Cinematographer, Video Editor, Photographer and DIRECTOR (in short, i was sort of in-charge of almost everything)
i also made a speech thanking my classmates. i was just soooo emotional at that time so please just bear with me.
" THANKS 2B!!!! (mgspeech ko gamay ha, waits.)
ohyes. since i was REALLY OVERJOYED, when our teacher announced that we'll be exempted from our Final Exams because of this EXCEPTIONAL WORK, i wasn't able to control my tears
and i just cried while hugging my co-director.
the moment was just so surreal.
it went like this..
our teacher announced the good news after watching the film and then i just saw everyone jumping and screaming..
because i was incharge (again) of the laptop and the technical shizz, i wasn't able to hear the announcement and i was like, "WHUUUT?"
i was motionless and i just stared at my co-director JODIE who was saying "Camel! Camel! hello? exempted ta!! ngano di ka naga-react?"
when i saw her teary-eyed, it was just at that moment when everything sunk in.
i jumped and hugged her while crying.
(di ako madaling paiyakin but hey! it's my moment! i deserve to cry tears of joy! ü)
so yeah, i was on GOOD VIBES all the way and i can't believe that i've done all of those things
in a short period of time of 9days.
technically, the movie was just 9 days in the making!
di ako makapaniwala kung paano namin na-shoot lahat ng scenes in various locations within that time frame..
it just goes to show that when you love what you're doing,
EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENS LIKE MAGIC ♥
Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 6:08 PM
i finally graduated high school
and will soon be going to college.
but before such thing to happen, i`ll have
to go through one of the most boring
periods in my life -- summer.
well, not really plain boring.
it somehow gets exciting whenever we leave
and go out of town or whenever there`s a chapel
event that`ll keep me busy. but since
summer`s just getting started and some schools
didn`t have their graduation ceremonies yet, i`ll
just have to wait until something exciting comes my way.
my everyday routine is now getting me sick.
sick in a way that i don`t really find anything
my day plainly goes this way ::
~ starts @ 11am. the time i wake up :D
~ eats BRUNCH.
~ takes a bath.
~ watches TV for a while.
~ then goes online for countless hours.
~ gets bored then eats dinner.
~ washes the plates.
~ goes online again.
~ then sleeps @ 1 or 2am.
SOOOO, that`a how my day basically goes.
swerte2 nlng kung may lakad.
idagdag mo pa ang
ROTATING BROWNOUT na tlaga namang isang napakalaking
suliranin sa mga Pinoy ngayon lalo pa`t SUMMER na SUMMER
at hinahagupit tayo ng EL NINO.
ugh! i`m just waiting for the Rondalla training to start
para naman may makapag-abalahan ako kahit papaano.
help me deal with this and give me something FUN to do!
I`M OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS :))
just last night, nakahanap ako ng isa pang gagawin..
Camille is now re-reading MAGIC KINGHTS RAYEARTH II SERIES.
because i ran out of things to do. haha!
soo far, it`s been good and it keeps
Mr. & Mrs. Boredom away for a while..
maybe because i really fell in love with the manga
and anime series that`s why it`s hard to get bored whenever
i`m doing anything that involves it. hahaha.
after i finish re-reading all the Manga books i have,
i`ll probably re-read the TWILIGHT SERIES again since
ECLIPSE will be showing SOON which is on June 2010.
I WILL RELIVE MY CEPHIRO && LANTIS ADDICTION ♥ :))
Friday, February 5, 2010, 12:14 AM
my heart will stay with Service :)
our section didn't win in the
Eliminations and we even got the 4th rank
which is the lowest.
i feel sooooo bad about it but i don't
really feel burdened or i don't have any grudge with
the section who won (Aila, their composer's even 1 of my closest friends)
but i just can't believe that we got the last spot.
cguro nga, masyadong ng.expect ung iba kong classmates
kaya maxado nilang dinamdam.
some of them even cried after the presentation.
kasi kami, we know in ourselves na we don't deserve the 4th place.
we deserve something better than that because we know
that our performance was a blast, di naman sa pagmamayabang
pero that's how we feel. (i think)
before the contest,
we celebrated the educator's day and i was totally blown away by
the Lyrical hiphop performance of CHLOE BONGALO IRENE CURT.
grabe ang gagaling nila!!!! esp. ung ky Irene and Curt, full of emotions
parang lovers tlaga. hahaha :))
then sa hapon, we suprised ma'am sheng.
ang setup, ng.away KUNO si Claire and Mariz and i was shocked
nang bonggang bongga kay si Mariz nihilak jd ug tinuod na luha!!
waaa best actress! hapit ngud ko nituo. galing kaau mura na'g tinuod!!
tpos acting lng diay. haha! IDOL!
then ng.shout mi'g happy teacher's day, picture2 and ng.RETREAT PART IV
napud mi. ng.give ng Emo messages si Ma'am Sheng sa lahat ng
Service students and ang naalala ko is that ang sabi nya sa akin is something
" Camille.. a very good student. wag kang padadala sa pressure na ibinibigay
sayo ng surroundings mo. i know u can do more. just believe in urself,"
idk bkit di ko maxadong natandaan,.
nghilak naman gd si Keshia sa akong kilid bah.
samok kaau wa ko ka.concentrate.
dahil sa araw na ito, may na.realize ako.
AYOKO PANG GUMRADUATE DAHIL AYAW KONG IWAN ANG MGA TAONG ITO.
they made my stay @ SMAD worthwhile and i will surely
never forget all the bonds that we've shared. i'll keep it in my heart
even though we'll soon be parting ways.
kahit na hindi nanalo grad song namin, it's still the best coz it's
now inscripted in my heart and it will always be the song of Service :)
let's all be happy nalang. congrats!! :)
but we still love CURTAIN CALL :)
ang kanta ng puso naming lahat :)
" the curtains closed, the scene ended, and we became legends."
~~~ a proud SERVICE student. SWITO KA??? :)
thedeceptionistVanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
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+ HEY THERE.
+ my FIRST EVER MOVIE
+ summer boredom.
+ my heart will stay with Service :)
+ busy bee.
+ is upset.
+ club culminating activities
+ will soon say HELLO U.P.!
+ May 2008
+ June 2008
+ August 2008
+ September 2008
+ October 2008
+ November 2008
+ December 2008
+ January 2009
+ April 2009
+ May 2009
+ July 2009
+ November 2009
+ January 2010
+ February 2010
+ March 2010
+ October 2011
+ November 2011
+ December 2011
+ January 2014
A accidentality productions
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D
credits to PHOTOBUCKET for the background image
and to blackneko.multiply.com for the banner on top which i found in one of her themes :D
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